Helli born ya harchi,

Bahs ine k En karaE k ina daran mikonan bayad do ruz pish anjam mishod na aln!

Va believe me hamin rustaye noqol ro ham rusie beheshun yad dade,

Xodeshunam rasman daran migan emruz balgard hamun ezafe shode, En yani chi?

Yani age kaC ham zende mimund be xatere das das kardane ina talaf shode,

Va omran k natayeje pezeshki ghanuni e jasada ro bezaran darz kone,

Motmaen bashid az hamin alan, k xabar resani haki az En xahad bud k hame ye sar neshinan ruze avval dar ja koshte shodan.

Mn motmaennam kheiliii az forsat ha ro suzundan,

Va En na arumam  mikone... 

En k hamamun neshestim 0 negah kardim serfan.

Havapeymash atish nagerefte, va tu hamun nazdikaye gholle oftade. 

Tof b sharafe hamatun!

Asn Goore babaye hamashun  sepah... artesh... helal ahmar... harchi. are do rooz pish hava kharab bud k nashod balgard  o pahbad bebarim! Manam poshte gusham maxmalie. 

Goore laqe hamashun.

Heif shodan, 

vaqan moft raftan En shast o shish nafar... moffffffft.

doctor daneshi ham ye sh'er neveshte vase pesarash,

Xundamesh,

Aqa az avval ta axaresh neveshte taha taha taha taha (pesar kuchike),

Bad ye ja k az un yeki pesaresh harf zade (-az Elia pesar bozorgash),

Gofte mn taha ro b dast e Elia 3pordam! Hamin!

Yani mixam begam shoma beyne morde ye bachehatoonam farq mizarin.

Ino emruz neveshtam (yek e esf) vali tu hamun bahman postesh mikonam. Nemixam jelo chasham bawshe...

Va are fingilish neveshtam k xeili dargiresh nashin.

Umadam ye seri zer zadam

Va raftam...

Kash mn gozareshgar budam aghallan!

Dishabam ta sobh xab e rahnamaE ro mididam. OzaE fucked up E has kollan.

Maqzam o b saxti mitunam control konam dg,

Tak tak e mokaleme ha dare dfs zade mishe rush.

Ba vozooh o shafafi@!

.:. Bemirid. Darid mano mikoshid. Zendegi xeili masxaras.

Vaghan ba extelaf dg nemikesham. Delam marg mixad. Chera mn nemimiram?

Chera mn vaghan nemimiram?

Dg nemixam hich kudum az ina ro bebinam, beshnavam  o sense konm,

Dg nemixam b darD k keshide fk konm,

Dg nemixam halat e lahze ye axare cheshash fk konam,

Nemixam tarsi k umade tu cheshasho roya bebinam,

Nemixam b lashe ye salaxi shodash fk konam,

Elahi bemiram,

Elahi bemiram barat,

Talaf shod,

Moffft talaf shod,

Rafigham b moft tarin ravesh rafffft!

Sarsaxt tarin rafiqam...

Raft

Mese alkol parid o raft

Dg nemixam lahze ye soghootesho too barfa too zehnam biaram,

Band band voojoodam Tr mikeshe,

Daram atish migiram,

Daram xafe mishm,

Ghalbm dard mikone,

Ghalbam vaghan darrrrd mikone,

Shoma vas xatere shuxi too an channelatun mizanid 3 nafar zende mundan,

Mn ba cheshaye xis o ashki darm mixunam un xabaraye kufti tuno,

Mifahmi yeki ro un tu dashtan yani chi?

Mifahmi b salaxi shodanesh fk kardan che hessi dare?

Mifahmi shab ta sob xabesho didan chi karet mikone?

D nmifahmid lamasaba!

En lanati

zange sedash,,,

Xandeh hash,,,

Tondi hash,

Pixle b pixle cheshash aln tu zehne mne,

Mifahmi?

D nmifahmi...

Nemixam

Dg nemixam hich chizi ro tu in donya bebinam..

Hamash goh o kesafate,

Nemikham vaghan...

Bokosh rahatam kon.

Hamin juri k ino koshti manam bokosh.

Mn dg doro3 shodani nistam.

Uno bargardun vali,

Un midunes dare che ghalati mikone tu en 2nya,

Xodaya!

Ey jalade azim!

Dari eshtebah mizani!

En manam!

Eshtebah gerefti!

En manam k bayad bemiram...

Uni k dare haroom nafas mikeshe 

Riye haye fuckideye mne.

.:. Didi un chartayi k zende mundan,

tu barf dasto pa zadan ta ye jayi residan,

bad yax zadan az sarma ro?

Ino hich vaqt kaC nemifahme,

Vali Mn az koja bedunam k yakishun to nabooD?

Kash hameye shomayi k kam gozashtin Tke Tke shid,

Pare poore shid...

To zomoxt o sarsaxt tarinemun budi,

Az mn che entezari dari k ina ro bebinam o bavar konm?

Vay lanaT.

Beram gerye konam.

Aln 21 salame dg...

Avvalin gereye 21 salegi vase uni k b sabk e final distination mord...

Elahi bemiram.

Dar tasavoram nemigonje chi keshidi.

Elahi bemiram...

Mixabam,

Farda k bidar sham ina hamash ye xabe moftaki bude.